As a first responder, youâre trained to act quickly, think clearly, and adapt to constant change. But when it comes to your own career development, itâs often a different story. You hesitate. You second-guess. You wonder if youâre ready, or if your ambition will be misunderstood.
That hesitation? It often has less to do with reality ... and more to do with your internal soundtracks.
In Soundtracks, Jon Acuff explains that our minds are constantly playing mental âloopsâ, repeated thoughts, beliefs, and phrases that influence how we see ourselves and what we think is possible. The challenge is that many of us are running on broken or outdated soundtracks like:
âIâm not ready yet.â
âPeople like me donât get that opportunity.â
âI should just be grateful to have a job.â
If youâre trying to gain momentum in your career, those soundtracks matter more than you think. Because when you change the narrative in your head, you change the direction of your career.
Acuff argues that overthinking isnât always a problem, itâs only a problem when your thoughts are negative, repetitive, and unhelpful. In other words, if your thoughts arenât working for you, theyâre working against you.
But hereâs the powerful shift: instead of fighting your thoughts, replace them with better ones. Acuff calls this âbuilding new soundtracksâ, mental scripts that are true, helpful, and repeatable.
For first responders, this means:
Replacing hesitation with curiosity
Replacing self-doubt with self-awareness
Replacing silence with small, confident action
Acuff offers a simple test for any thought you have about your career:
Is it true? Is it helpful? Is it kind?
If the answer to any of those is no, itâs probably a soundtrack worth retiring.
Here are three tools from the book that can be applied immediately:
Retire: Identify one unhelpful career thought you often replay (e.g., âIâm not leadership material.â)
Replace: Choose a new soundtrack thatâs more accurate (e.g., âIâm learning how to lead in my own way.â)
Repeat: Say it to yourself regularly, especially before big moments, decisions, or conversations
Consistency is key. Your brain will believe what it hears often enough.
First responders are visual and practical. So write your soundtrack down.
Stick it to your locker. Put it in your shift notes. Use it as a screensaver.
Examples:
âEvery step counts, even the small ones.â
âAsking for support shows strength, not weakness.â
âCuriosity is my career compass.â
Writing it down increases belief and recall.
If youâre stuck, use someone elseâs words. This could be a quote, something a mentor once said, or even a Respondr post that hit home. You donât have to create the perfect phrase ... just find one that moves you forward.
When youâre trying to grow in your career, you donât just need clarity and planning. You need a resilient inner voice, one that will keep you steady when you're navigating uncertainty, asking for help, or stepping into something new.
Whether youâre aiming for a leadership role, thinking about further study, or just trying to feel less stuck, your thoughts shape your momentum. Soundtracks reminds you that your biggest barrier might not be your job, your manager, or your timing, it might be the quiet voice in your head saying youâre not ready.
Good news? That voice can be rewritten.
You already know how to show up for patients. This book helps you learn how to show up for yourself.
Because the difference between staying stuck and stepping forward is often a single sentence ... repeated often enough to believe it.
âI have permission to grow and I donât need to wait until I feel 100% ready.â